Thursday, May 10, 2007

1st day at Labu

Wakaka~~~ Jux came bec from "naik motor" v my buddy n his frienz...
So nice man....jux now i naik the honda 70, walao man~~
it was like gajah naik tikus...
I jux like the the "kampung boi" go bec to kampung...

On the small benkok road, i was "high" on it.
Sumore chasin v the "ayam" (Real ayam not human being)
then lookin at the kambing....

Em... best we round n round the small kampung kampung....
i can c a lot of thingd n feel the fresh air....
Em...jux now i did a "pump water" action while a malay lady was walkin on the road...
then both of them sweat n laugh loudly....
It was like Em....nice man~~~

After finished ot we went to makan,we order, a "gong bow chicken" ,
"fook gin mee", "wa tan yin yong" and a goreng "pan mee"...
walao...crazy man~~~In life there is not many thingd a afrraid...
The most scary animal in life is "Anjing."
I really dun like dog...except hotdog.. Haiz..no choice la. alwaz bully by them
Then fine lo...they knw weakness..
Ok lo..my frienz fed the dog while we were eatin at the hawker there.
Walao...tak boleh tahan .

i really afraid the dog v eat me....
my best buddy he alwaz kacau me and even the kambing was crozin the road n shout at me "there is a fod therE" then 2 legs pit on the motor and avoid to kena gigit~~~
When we bec hz and u knw wat frienz did ?
He goes to open the cate and the dog came over me...
WALAO~~~I fly into the house n tutp the gate quickly while shoutin.
The whole family members were stadin at outside gossip i think ~~
Then i hv done so "pai sek" thing is i shoutin.........
Em...funny man~~~Syok ya~~~~enak ya...
But kurang a thing lo....if got a bao bei go v me then prefect but......
Em...Next time hope can bring my Bao Bei go there oh~.~
Who is my bao bei leh~~~ ^OO^
Bao Bei @ Chu Chu
May 09, 2007

^o^ Bao Bei & Chu Chu ^oo^

Last Nitez had a conversation v sumone....
Sumone told me there is nothin much that we can hold if the fact was fallen down on us....and yet we couldnt expect wat is goin to happen next.

Maybe u had a life that u can hold "the closeRest" hands into the end of life but it is only a plan. U can dreamz of it but u hv to do it together....
One hand is could clap a single sound ~~~
There is only 2 hands able to do it, a nice sound.

Sumone told me, "i dunno do i hv the fate to hv "Hang Fook"..."
But there is noone wishes to be alone in his or her life.
Maybe sumtime u hear from ur frienz that "Hang Fook" is need ur ownself go to grab
but for me i dun think it so.
"Hang Fook" is determine 2 persons in a life,
both of them need to build up together n grab it into their small shelter heart....

Sumone told me, "Age is a generation gap in any relationship especially in loveship."
I couldnt expect wat we can get bec after we sacrifice in lovehip.
Bcoz the spirit that we sacrifice is worth for u n me...that's enough.
Not only that, maturity is more important in loveship...
imagine if a 30ages, MR has 18 years old minded and wat wil it be in the relationship if he together v a 28 girl ?
Age is onli a skin, but personality is the eternality.
A person whom has a gud personality no matter how far he goes there is sum admirers......
and jux pray hard that the person is knowing wat he or she is doin and given a gud decision in every barry...
Hope there is a miracle....
^o^ Bao Bei & Chu Chu ^oo^
@Copyright@

A death of 100 days

"Lovin" is leaving me 7 seasons..
I stil stayin in the circleIm waitin there is a miracle
I've left ur name on the palm of heart
The old folk is appear tonitez
Im the idiot standin on the darkness of street
The music is holdin hard my memoryland
Im stay a nitez v the music again
The melody is biting my heart
Tonitez the cold wind has taken away ur foot steps
The freeze fingers is bleeding its no more energy to touch ur face
The freeze heart is coldits no more beating
The tears is dryits no more feelin
The boarder is startin blur
Do not tell me it was a lie
Do not tell me it was a joke
Do not tell me it was an experience
I hv been startin make a distance v u
I hv been stopin to tk breath on the air
I hv been settin a death for uI need wait for 100 days
Im sure the 100 days will be reachin208 days granted me to stay for 100 days
Im sure after the 100 days there is a new life
The 208 days wil be relieved
Im sure there is a heaven after 100 days
The 208 days wont given me a pain of hell
Stand up now
Given me a vitamin for the heart
Stand up now
Givenv me a new life
Stand up now
Given me a new born
Hope there is no pain, no hurt....
Pray hard for standin in the circle of 100 days......

May 04, 2007

208days ENDED....

The time is runnin
But ur love was stopped 208 days..........
4992 hours......
299520 seconds....
The time told me:
Love to sumone The feelin of "lovin" u
It could not express
I love u
I miss u
These were past for u
The time wasnt continue into the "lovin"At the end,
a word "break up" is decided to seperate us
Heart is not dare to tell the time
Tears is not dare to see ur leavin shadowLife is become a darkness space
The painful of Face is wearin mask
Tear is wearin mask
Smile to u and say "gudbye"
I knw u r hurt
I knw u r pain
But i silent a nitez
I hear ur hurt
I hear ur painIt is late.....
I desire to scoll bec clock
I wake up from the nightmare
I try to pray hard I try to do everythinIt is useless.....
I onli can wish u.... Wish ur dreamz come true
May 04, 2007

Wrong.....

Someone says love is replace the incomplete of us
I Believe
SOmeone says love is a perfect
I Believe
Someone says love is a medicine of miracle life
I Believe
If i say there is noone can redeem your love
Do u believe ?
If i say there is noone is perfect
Do u Believe ?
If i say love is a poison medicine
Do u believe ?
How much of love u loved me
Could u have an answer in your heart ?
How much of life u spent on me
Could u count the days, the minutes, the seconds ?
How much of memories u left on heartland Could u measure heart beat ?
Is there any measurement able to measure pain of missing
Is there anyone able heal heart on time ?
Is there u r the one still love me ?
Time is wrong.....love is wrong....wat is the corect ?
April 28, 2007

Manakah saatku, nasibku...

Bukan lama Ku cinta pada mu
Nampaknya usang gambar masih dalam ingatanku
Betapa lama kita bersama-sama dalam perjuangan,
Bukan jauh aku berpisah dengan kamu
Nampaknya ada jarak dalam hatiku
Siapa yang berjanji menjadikan bayangku,
Bukan banyak hari ku nangis
Nampaknya tiada sesiapa menahankan hakisan titisan air mataku
Dengarlah saura cerau darah yang menjejaskan hatiku,
Bukan lagi masa berpisahkan kita
Nampaknya tiada sebarng boleh mangantikan saat hatiku,
Dengarlah gerakan pedih hatiku,
Bukan lagi hari masa saat yang bertunggu-tunggu
Nampaknya hari dah berdekat
Hari ini ku tahu cinta tiada sempurnakan lagi.....
Manakah saatku, nasibku......

April 28, 2007

Tanpa Andaian

Tanpa Andaian

Tanpa tahuan bilaku rindu padamu
Tanpa tahuan bilaku cinta padamu,
Tiada rasa, Tiada jarakKedahagaan senatiasa dalam hatiku,
Tiada sakit, Tiada panasKelesaan menebuskan roma-romaku,
kehilangan tulisanmu dalam ingatanku
Kabus pedar penuhkan Mataku,
Kehilangan suaramu dalam bayangku
Pedih air mata penuhkan Hatikun,
Bilakan anda pulang dalam hatikuBilakah anda kembali dalam peluhku,
Bilakah anda mendekatkan hatiku yang tanpa andaian....
andian.... Bilakah

April 27, 2007

Cinta Seperti Dulu

Cinta Seperti Dulu

Rasa tegap,
jikalau ada jiwamu,
Rasa lembap,
jikalau ada lembutanmu,
Rasa selesa,
jikalau ada sentuhanmu,
Rasa cinta,
jikalau adamu,
Agak cinta akan rasakan seperti dulu,
Manakah saatku cinta pada muKu dah lupa,
Agak cinta akan pulang seperti dulu....
Cinta seperti dulu....

April 27, 2007

Let's have a trial.....

Wat is Gud and Wat is bad ? It's an easy way to differentiate but sumtime i really cant differentiate wat is gud & bad. Hv u come to tot of this ? Hv u met up the way u solve is cant differentiate either is a gud way or bad way for u to step in....
I hv met up a case is related to loveship but sure the person is not me. Hehe~~~ Let treat the person is A.
One day A meet up a guy in a party and they start to know each and other. At the same day, the guy says "I like this gal" and they start their loveship, maybe we can say this as "Yat Kin Chong Cheng". They have a promise btw each and other when they start the relationshipn and the promise is "Let we hv a 3 months Trial in this relationship". With this promise, A couldnt diffentiate "Did she choose a wrong way or gud way" ? At the middle of the trial, A starts to lose herself in the loveship. A couldnt taste the happyness of love, A Couldnt get the warm from her lover. At the same time, A is lookin for frienz to find out the problem and try to solve it. She keeps tryin to cheer up herself and given a lot of chance for the guy but at the end A gets nothin. At the end of the day, she lost this war.....
For another case, this a bit simliar v the previous one.Let treat the person is B.
One day, B breaks up v her bf and they come out v an idea, "Let's we have a break up trial" ! Is new for me, but maybe i outdated o wat la~~~ "Break up trial meanz try to "repair" loveship in a given of time period". They need to knw more each and other v given more time ? Wat r they doin ? Shall we say they are in relationship ? This is only a qustion mark for us to think about this.
For personal view, i think that sumtime we really cannot control anythin. We desire to love sumone and a person loves us as well. We are trying to find any excuse and any ways to solve our problems. We scare to lose in a loveship and we are trying to "repair" ourselves. For eg, they come out v a "Trial" to solve problem... Is late to do it ? anyone knw ? There's no an accurate answer for u. We really cannot differetiate gud or bad in our life sumtime......i jux can pray and hope this is a gud way for u...
Wat do you think ?

March 12, 2007

Life Without Loong Foong Kok

Haiz...these few days feel very sian in kampar especially in the morning.
Ever since my college reopens, I found out I had lost my mood and very hate to attend classes. Em... u knw why ?

Coz since Monday my favourite restaurant was closed and today (saturday) only reopens.
I had waited for a few days n miss this place very much.....
it caused me to feel moody every mornin n i started bcome crazy and my brain kept thinkin "Where to eat" ? "Wat to eat" ? durin class.
So kepala sakit~~~ This problem drills to my brain. It made me go mad.....

Everytime I go to Loong Foong Kok (LFK) Restaurant sure will order a bowl tom yam and kacau around there especially the aunty who takes the drinks order. Em...this week Loong Foong Kok was closed for 5 consecutive days, my life was turned into darkness and no mood to tk my bfast. Remember everytime when i sat v my frienz, bear bear n chan hou them. Before Goin to break (mornin), i will ask bear bear "bear bear, we very long time don go to LFK ; then bear bear sure answer coldly "ya lo, very long time. Yesterday we jux went there..." Afterwards, Chan Hou, Teik Hou and Jennifer are sweat there...... Haha~~~~

It's ok... this is my favourite place. When we reach there, the 1st thing they will ask; "belum order your tom yam ah " ? HAha~~~ Afterwards,sumtimes they order "chicken rice" and there is a worker who keeps and wash the dishes and we named her as "Siti Nurhalima" and we hv created a nice background for her. One day, i questioned bear bear "Do you knw Siti Nurhalima is Siti Nurhaliza's mother" and he answered "Yeah Meh" ? Then, i continued "Last time Siti Nurhalima was an ex-Miss World winner but now cuci pinggan and Jennifer answered surprisingly "Wah..why she comes here to cuci pinggan so "cham"?. Then i said "No Choice loh"...... Haha~~~

After this, i said i jux kiddin then they booed and me "Cheh.....tipu punya." They kept on scoldin...but now we always go there to tk our bfast and sumtime they complained "No other place to eat, is it?" then i replied "No ah...we long time din go to LFK liao" and they sweat again.....Haha~~~

So happy, LFK reopens today....so nice. Can kacau the aunty again and chatting like monkey at there. Wakaka~~~ Monday sure i go bec v my classmates(Satu Gang). Life without Loong Foong Kok will lead me suffering....
March 10, 2007

The Right time to start loveship

This is jux my personal opinion n jux a relaz n funny diary to share v u. Hope that u can enjoy it..... Shouldn't I or Should I ?
These are the answers for us to choose in most of the time~~~~
But then, im sure that most of the ppl alwaz tk this in their single life especially they are singing "Mr Lonely" ~~~

Em......let me tell u a gud way la. As we knw that we have to build a foundation before starting the relationship. If can go to buy a "tiga 5" buku to write down wat his or her general personal biodata la.Haha ~ ~ ~
Then, sumtime ppl ask when is a suitable time.... Em, go to see ur calender now. Unfortunately, now is not a gud time. U knw why ? Coz Xmas, NEw Year, Velentine's day and Chinese New Years. All big celebrations ady gone.

For my personally, i think the best time to start a relationship is in october, coz at the first 2 months sure very sweet jux as sweet as "Sugar stick bean"...Then when Xmas come, wah.....got gift leh. After this can go to see firework when in New Year Eve... (u knw la, at the end of the years many holidays can celebrate v ur lover oso sumore if u r workin maybe hv extra bonus then u say la " u fatt or not" ??? )Em...after this velentine's day comes, sumore can celebrate v ur half.

Then after that, Chinese New Year is come ; B4 it comes u knw la, ur lover sure buy new clothing. when he buy sure u pun ada lo. (happy tak happy) HA HA~~~~ Then, if u go to ur lover hometown together, i think this year u wont "Fatt" i oso cannt believe. why ? Coz u knw la, go to visiting ur another half's parents & the relatives' i think u hv to prepare a "black color rubbish plastic beg" to keep ur Ang Pau; if not ur pants pun jatuh coz too heavy & too much....Haha~~~ Anyway, if this piggy year the couple couple have brought their kekasih balik sure "Gemuk balik", if pocket not gemuk i think ur body shape pun ada sikit gemuk la...Haha~~~

So that ...i think the best time to start a relationship is in october coz for the coming days so many big celebrations if ur lover tak boleh buat, i think is time to considerate "Wat is happenin now" ~~~ I am here not saying that other time, day , month cannot start the relationship. Coz if u start the in october is the best time to start relationhip and the probility to success is more higher...If not compare start after CNY, wat is the big celebration ? 1st celebration is "Cheng Ming". SEE ~ ~ ~ "Choi", remindin who oh....? Ur Ex ? ! ! ! Then, "Good Friday", aiyo ...nak puasa ka ?

Afterwards, This sultan Bday, that Sultan Bday... None of ur bisness oso. MAybe come to ur Bday u may hv a bit chance to celebrate v ur lover but if lonf distance n without holiday or ur lover is having exam durin that time, i think u go to buy a "pau" for urself la.... Em..then come to labour day or national day, i think u jux can company ur lover tidur n jux a simple meal as usual. But maybe u have a special lover jux like a bit different' ur lover is india and u r chinese; then i think u wil a bit suffer coz they talkin B.Tamil and u jux knw "Ah Nei Ah Nei" then habis ady lo ...

Sumore if ur lover is Malay then u r chinese then u r suffer oso, they bawa u balik kampung & u jux sit a there to face ur lover's siblings; i think u oso cannot recognize them (coz they can marry maximum 4 wives, and one wife a few "babies" i think u ady pening kepala).

Anyway, im not teachin u start relationship in october jux bcoz there are a lot of unforgetable days, for eg: Xmas, New YEar, Valentine's day, China Valentine's day and CNY as well. If not u hv to wait long time to celebrate lo if u start after CNY.....haha~~~Jux given an idea n im not looking down those couple started after CNY...... anyway, keep commitment in ur relationship is the best choice.
March 07, 2007

Any reason to love you ?

If one day a gal asks u, "why u love me, u love me wat" ?
Then the guy says. " i love u and there is no reason but i can prove to u".
After this the gal asks again, "why my frienz's bf can list out the reasons his bf loves her but u can; i dunno i wan u tell me the reason" !

Then her bf said, i like ur sweet voice, ur carin, ur smile and ur any moments....
After a few days this gal is meet an accident & she couldnt wake up forever. The guy put a tear letter on her shoulder....

In this tear letter:
Bcoz u r pretty so i love u. But now r u pretty ? NO, so i dun love you.
Bcoz ur voice is sweet so i love u. But can u open ur mouth now ? No, so i dun love you.
Bcoz u r caring me so i love u. But can u present it out now ? No, i dun love you.
Bcoz of ur sweet smile and ur every moment touch my heart so i love u. But now can u smile ? Can u move ? No, so i dun love you.
"If i love u have a reason i think u dunno have any reasons for me to love u anymore, so i dun love u. But i love u have no reason so i still love u". The guy is waiting for her now......will she wake up ? Is it love a person is without any reasons ?

Let we come bec here...I think this scenario alwaz happen in couple surrounding, sumtime ppl treat this is a childish question but unfotunately to tell u, Yes. ! ! !

Why ? ? ? Coz we can easily to list out we dun love a person but cant say any reasons that we love a person. Love a person is a feeling. Dun love a person is a fact but there is sum feeling there...

March 07, 2007

『緣』

人與人的相遇就像是一個隨機抽樣在不同的時間空間之中.....
彼此相遇....有些時候...你會發現..你一開始最看不順眼的人
竟然是你的好友.......因為你發現了他的好....
有時候...你根本不想去認識一個人....
你覺得無趣後來你卻發現...... 他是你想要認識的那種人...
有時候.....你非常喜歡一個人....
但是你知道...你們根本不能在一起....
愛你的人....你不愛..
你不愛的人...卻是那樣的愛你....
這複雜的習題卻又如此的跟著我們....
解不開也算不清人家說在對的時間愛一個人...你是幸福的...
在錯的空間遇到一個人....你是痛苦的......
有些人你就是有一種一見如故的感受有些人你怎樣就是說不上幾句話像是一部公車 大家在這一站上車 卻在另一站下車事事總是充滿變數與未知

曾經感情很好的朋友 即使感覺還在可是大家都有自己的事情而疏離所以大家要珍惜每次都偶然邂逅因為你根本不知道 
錯過了這次你跟他會在哪個空間在相遇也許是你們唯一一次的相遇緣是個很奇怪的東西它可以讓在相距數千公里外的人在同一處相遇這是你我無法想像的到的但 它就是這樣可是若是沒在適當時機好好把握也許就再也沒機會了......
February 04, 2007

男人永远不懂,你说分手只是为了被挽留!

男人永远不懂:你说分手是为了被挽留! 相爱的时候,你会一次次地提出:我们分手吧!男人只是本能的愤怒,猜疑你是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他,他会气恼你的绝情而大声呵斥你,在你真正转身地那一刻,男人除了悲愤地看着你的背影离去而没有一句挽留!你一路上一直期待男人会跑上来,拉着你的手,挽留你,说声:宝贝,我爱你!别走!等到泪已尽,仍然听不到任何声响,爱情就这样夭折了!

男人怎懂你?说分手只是为了被挽留! 每一次说分手,你都会很害怕,怕你们会真的离去,每一次说分手,你都很期待,期待你们的挽留,让你知道你在乎他,你舍不得他走,每一次说分手,你都很无奈,你的一些微妙变化让你不再肯定你是否还那样爱他,所以他拿放弃做赌注,如果输了,只是你真的不够爱他!每一次当分手成了事实,你会伤心欲绝,为什么他不懂你的心思? 你说分手,只是真的爱他!只是太在乎他!只是你的一些微妙变化让你恐慌!让你心不安!还是你想弄明白你是否还爱着他?   

你以为,爱情的迷茫不肯定会让自己有足够的勇气,做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案,你以为爱情就象一个开关,啪地一声打开,啪地一声关闭,你以为及时拨掉电源就可以幸免于毁灭,你以为分手可以解决所有的困惑、痛苦、忧郁,你以为缓慢的生长可以愈合此处的断裂,你以为你说分手他会挽留你!   

然而这都是只你的一相情愿,多少此时的男人是默默看着自己心爱的人离去而没有挽留?你的心凉了,为什么男人不懂你的心思?   
你只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲,用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷……

你不够爱我也许某一天  

我想起你也是一件很远很远的事
  
那一天,在未来的未来   

再远处,是衰老,更远处,是死亡!   

近处是分手,其实是真的爱你,太害怕失去你!

只是你永远不懂!还是不懂!   

命中注定无法永远!
人永远不懂
February 04, 2007

男人永远不懂,你说分手只是为了被挽留!

男人永远不懂:你说分手是为了被挽留! 相爱的时候,你会一次次地提出:我们分手吧!男人只是本能的愤怒,猜疑你是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他,他会气恼你的绝情而大声呵斥你,在你真正转身地那一刻,男人除了悲愤地看着你的背影离去而没有一句挽留!你一路上一直期待男人会跑上来,拉着你的手,挽留你,说声:宝贝,我爱你!别走!等到泪已尽,仍然听不到任何声响,爱情就这样夭折了!

男人怎懂你?说分手只是为了被挽留! 每一次说分手,你都会很害怕,怕你们会真的离去,每一次说分手,你都很期待,期待你们的挽留,让你知道你在乎他,你舍不得他走,每一次说分手,你都很无奈,你的一些微妙变化让你不再肯定你是否还那样爱他,所以他拿放弃做赌注,如果输了,只是你真的不够爱他!每一次当分手成了事实,你会伤心欲绝,为什么他不懂你的心思? 你说分手,只是真的爱他!只是太在乎他!只是你的一些微妙变化让你恐慌!让你心不安!还是你想弄明白你是否还爱着他?   

你以为,爱情的迷茫不肯定会让自己有足够的勇气,做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案,你以为爱情就象一个开关,啪地一声打开,啪地一声关闭,你以为及时拨掉电源就可以幸免于毁灭,你以为分手可以解决所有的困惑、痛苦、忧郁,你以为缓慢的生长可以愈合此处的断裂,你以为你说分手他会挽留你!   

然而这都是只你的一相情愿,多少此时的男人是默默看着自己心爱的人离去而没有挽留?你的心凉了,为什么男人不懂你的心思?   
你只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲,用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷……

你不够爱我也许某一天  

我想起你也是一件很远很远的事
  
那一天,在未来的未来   

再远处,是衰老,更远处,是死亡!   

近处是分手,其实是真的爱你,太害怕失去你!

只是你永远不懂!还是不懂!   

命中注定无法永远!
人永远不懂
February 04, 2007