My son's "Daddy"

My son's Daddy Adapted by: Jetky
"18 Years of today...he is no longer in this world."
"Dear, should i go bec to see his last seen?" asked by Jane.
Even it was happenned in 18 years but u should forget n forgive him...
No matter how, he is ur father, ur step father. Adviced by John.


But.... I have been left this home since i born my baby....
I really could not forgive wat my step father has done on me...
I hate my mum, i hate my step father...

"Daddy...where r u now ...u have promised me to buy me a teddy bear to me...
Daddy...pls wake up...Daddy"~~~
Since my dad left us, my nightmare has been started on me.
My dreamz, my hope ..everthing is broken.
After a few months,
my mum had been started to work in
pub and nitez club to feed both of us, my elder brother n me...
Everday, she brings a guy to home...
She is earnin money by her skin...
Her body ...Her soul ady no longer has a value.

A Day after a season...
My mum brings a tall guy bec to her room again.
But this time, this guy is stay in our house since that day started.
1 month...2 months...3 months.....
I really could not stay in this house again..im sufferin
He slaps my mum, he uses the money that my mum earned bec...
He is a "Bitch"...

A year later, i started to grow up...
My Breast is gettin bigger...
My tall is gettin higher...
My beauty is gettin mature...
Im a teenager...
Im sweet 16....

The "bitch" guy is quarreling v my mum again...
The guy wana leave my mum...
My mum takin a knife n beggin on him...
"Lou Gong, dun leave me alone
I really couldnt stay alone in this house...pls.
Wat do u wan ?
I give u evrythin i have..I give u everythin i have..."
I wan ur daughter, can u give me ? !!"
My daugher ?...I give..I give...I give u."

One day....My mum drop me a pill on my drink...
I have no the time...no the right to hold my fate...
He..rapes me..
He..rapes me...
A time... a second time...Many times...
HE raped me...My mum was standin beside me...
"Mum...help me...help me"
but my mum is lookin at me and seekin his lover rapin me...
I HATE U all.

A day after the 10 months...
My stomach is gettin bigger...
I have a baby...My step father's baby....
She, my mum asked me to do an abortion...
I agree..i really dun wan this baby...
But after a day, my step father asked me to born the baby
Bcoz a fortune teller said, the baby could gv him a gud fate in his life...
I have no choice...I have no right...
My brother could nt help me..
Noone could help me...
I ask GOD..."Why this fate is fallen on me" ? ? ? WHY ????

After the 9 months....
I ran out from this family...
From today started , my new life is born...
I start to hunt for a job..
I start to have my own house..
My own bf....and now he is my own husband.

"Halo....Kok...wat up".
"Today, ur step father has jux gone...he is no longer in this world again.But... r u comin bec ?" "Why should i come bec" ?"
Last 2 Years, u din come bec to mum funeral but today is a must for u to come bec..
If not u will regret in ur whole life.."

"Dear, should i go bec to see his last seen?" asked by Jane.
Even it was happenned in 18 years but u should forget n forgive him...
No matter how, he is ur father, ur step father. Adviced by John.

After a long journey to my brother home...
I take a look on my step father...
He has brought me a great gift..
"Mum...is me, im Joshua."
"Daddy told me i have a mum before he leaving"...
"Then..how is ur dad in ur heart" ? "
He is my great great dad..he has taught me a lot of things..
He alwaz say he feel guilty on u...
i could nt understand.Why ....? ? ? "

The surprise is given frm my step father...
My 18 years old son had been taught by my fatherand he is a really gud son....
My son and i have a same father but there is a difference in our heart...
He is a great father in my son heart...He is a "bitch" in my heart...
Everything is gone....
He didnt leave anythin for me..
He has given me a great son....
I forgive him n forger his sin...

"DADDY...My heaven father,
Happy Father's Day...I LOVE YOU"...

为什么你不能为了你自己，为了我好好活一次，好好爱我一次。

(Boreback Mountain 2)
为什么你不能为了你自己，为了我好好活一次，好好爱我一次。

一位年轻的同志，为了他的爱，
为了不再受伤害，他选择了自杀......
生命本是最可贵的东西，却在一霎那逝去，
爱情本是最美好的事，却如此不堪重负。

　 他爱上了一个结婚的男人，
可当他老公的妻子发现他们的事情后，
那个女人疯狂的伤害这位年轻的同志，
到他家里闹，这一切他都能承受！！！
他承受不了的是他所爱的人，
在慢慢退缩，最后抛弃他。
他绝望了，他最后还是选择了逃避，选择了死亡。


　　 他爱上了一个比他大15岁的男人，
男男之间就没有真正的爱情吗？
难道爱就是那么惋惜吗？
爱上了这个毁了他一生的男人！！
　　 他走了，他老公(His lover)，哭天喊地，
可他的泪水会唤回的生命吗？　


　这位朋友自杀前写给他爱人的遗书：　　
遗书-----给老公的一封信　
　
这几日真的是度日如年，我的心在痛苦中煎熬，挣扎。。。。。。　　
又看了老公写给我的四封信，眼泪悄悄滑落我的脸颊，冰凉冰凉的。
说真话，好久没有 落过泪了。

也许我这一辈子的眼泪就在这几天流干了。　　
那时你是多么的爱我啊，你的话语让我如沐春风，
你的亲吻让我沉醉痴迷。
喜欢看你傻 傻的样子，喜欢看你深情的眼神，
喜欢看你被我拒绝时痛苦的表情，
喜欢看你为我疯狂，为我着迷。 　　

也许就是我的不在意，也许就是我的任*，
让我得到了最大的报应，
当我深深的爱上了你，当我再也不能离开你的时候，
发生了那么多让人无法想象的事情，
让我们坠入了悲痛的深渊，我想是老天在惩罚我吧，
你渐渐地离我远去，永远不会，永远不会回头了。。。。。。　　

那天躺在你的怀里，我用我的身心，
用我全部的爱，奉献给我最爱的人，
老公啊，你没发现那天我和平时是多么的不一样啊？？
因为我想那是老婆侍侯你的最后一次了，以后再也不能让老公满足，开心了。　　

你一直说我不成熟，不现实，我一直都不敢承认，和你吵架，狡辩。
因为我一直在逃避，一直无法面对自己。
可是经过那么多的事情后，
我发现我现在可以真正的面对自己了，也可以真正面对你了。　　

那天你对我说，这段时间你需要平静，
我们以后可以象以前那种方式好好在一起，
可我知道那是不可能的，永远不可能的，
因为我现在从美梦中醒过来了，回到了残酷的现实。
现实告诉我，你永远不会象以前那样爱我，那样在乎我了！！　　
我一直很愚蠢，一直想和你的妻子抗衡，
一直想和她去争夺你，我多少次在梦中看到你离婚后，
和我幸福地生活在一起，我能为你烧饭，洗衣服，象个妻子一样服侍你。
可是我知道我的想法真是白日做梦，
残酷的现实让你离我而去，
毕竟我对你的感情不能与你的女儿的幸福，
不能与你的社会地位，
不能与你白发苍苍的双亲相提并论啊！！！　　

老公，我一直说你很懦弱，保护不了我，也保护不了你自己。
其实我比你更懦弱，就因为我的软弱和幼稚，
我更希望有个人能保护我，能让我依靠，
可是现在这些你都无法给我，
可我还是那么的要求你，
伤害你，老公真的对不起啊！　

老公，我知道你活的累，老婆没有带给你快乐，
带给你的只是痛苦和悲伤，
老公，我想我应该面对现实了，
你不要再两头为难了，
真的，老公，老婆想过了，最好的方法还是我离开你，
老公我真的不愿意与你分别，
爱上你，我做了最坏的打算，准备为你吃苦，为你付出，
可是我现在也做出最痛苦的选择，
我只能离开你，永远，永远。　　

当你看到这封信的时候，我已经走了，
虽然我的父母和你都极力挽留我，
可是我知道，我活在人世间，就不会停止我对你的爱，
可是我真怕，我的爱会带给你灾难，会把你的生活都毁了，
我不愿意看到你为了我，而失去一切。　　

老公，你想想看，你现在和我在一起，
是那么提心吊胆，你的心理压力多大啊，
而我真的无法控制我对你的感情，
我怕我哪天又会和你吵，
又会去要求你， 我真的怕！！！！！！！！！　

老公，我走了，这次我真的做了决定，
为了你，为了我父母，
为了让你们在以后的日子能幸福的过下去，
我决定走，不回头了！　　
老公，我真的不甘心，
老天为什么对我那么残忍，
为什么我对你的爱就是那么不值钱，
为什么你不能为了你自己， 为了我好好活一次，好好爱我一次。　

老公，我走了， 我不会告诉你去哪了，
求你，不要再找我， 再劝我，我害怕我会心软，
我怕我回头了，又会伤害你！！！！！！！！　　
老公，我爱你，
你要是问我爱你有多深，我会拿我的生命告诉你！！　　
爱你，下辈子还做你的老婆，
下下辈子，永远永远。。。。。。

How sad of this news that i have gotten....
A guy fallen on love with a guy who has a wife and end up by his own life...
Do u think, the guy worth to do it by end up of his life ? ? ?