或许有的时候爱也是一瞬间的事情

或许有的时候爱也是一瞬间的事情

爱上一个人，绝对的不该是一时的热情，没有时间的积淀，怎么有爱的香醇？ 或许有的时候爱也是一瞬间的事情

I am lookin on the wall, the clock is walkin alone…

The wind is blowing from the window.

Im holdin a bowl of hot soup,

Im seeing the fried pork and the “nasi pulut v the kaya”.. your favour foods…

I have been waitin since morning til nitez.

The smoke of the hot soup is gone, it’s turning cold.

On the table, the fried pork and the nasi pulut ady smiley ;

everythin I put in the fridge..

Im on the power of the fridge, the cooldest blowin smoke is taken away my soul.

Im sittin on the floor, lookin the gas stove..im an empty.

Ppl told me, there is a “breakin trial” but the system was broken down today…

At the nitez…u r bec.

Open the door n close the door, u go out again.

Im lyin on the bed v the teddy bear u have given to me but I could not sleep yet.

Wait and wait….Is a very late midnitez, u come bec v a guy.

The cool soup, I turn it to hot….the day it’s cool.

U never say a single word, im huggin u all the nitez.

Im scarin…Im frightening..

With the guy u brought bec, in front of my eyes; he was sleepin beside u….

But believe the power of love,

I didn’t feel shame to beggin u,

” Lou Po, give me a chance pls”.

The black nitez turns to a white day, I failured to do it.

Miss u, Hug u, Kiss u, Love u…today everythin is gone.

On the exam day,

while Im reading the question on the exam paper,

my mind is recognized your voice.

I sms u. In the msg, “Lou Po, I have seen a new English letter word today, “spouse” and u r my spouse”.

U replied me “Ya, im your Lou Po; your spouse. Lou Gong I love u”.

Im holdin my pen and keep on writin.

No matter how quick I write, I think…my tear drops on the paper.

The blue ink on the paper become blur…

Within 75 minutes, I raise up my hand..i leave the exam hall.

When the circle is started,

loneliness with the darkness is attackin my world.

I am stayin in the virtual world…with the 4 dimension wall.

The ignorance of the air is keep on talking on me……

I am non sense. I am juz a nothing.

After the days of pushin me to the realistic world,

I accepted the fact and it doesn’t change and it wont change bcoz of u.

A day of a month, I realized I had forgotten your bday.

Oh my God, your bday is yesterday and today I onli realized.

I think I have started to forget u…Is it a gud startin point for me to forget u ?

But wat should I keep frm u..is the happy memories.

Hope I can remember the happy memories….

A love statement : “Hate a person u wont forget him or her easily

but love a person u will forget him or her easily”.

Dear : Ex

U r no belong to me but yourhappiness is belong to me.

Hopin I could keep ur smile in my heart but thanz for I loved u because that I really loved u so much and now I able to forget u in my memory land.

Written by : Jetky