很愛很愛的感覺

很愛很愛的感覺.... "The Feeling of Deeply love"

In our life...im sure most of u have had a feeling of fallen in love on sumone else.
Maybe in our past experience we have gone thru but the feeling of deeply love is the hopin of everyone especially those r in relationship.

A simple 3 letter words is very easy to speak but the feeling of deeply love is couldnt be listened... couldnt be touched....couldnt be felt by ur lover. The only way u can go thru this feelin is only u, urself.

Love is like a piramid , there seperate v 3 levels.... The bottom is "simple love" , the middle is "experience love" n the top is "Deeply love". For the basic level of love, "simple love" needs a heart. Dun think it is so easy to get a heart from a relationship. It jux like u n ur love is sharin a cup of tea. Both of u need to tolerant n a lot of afford then u will be carried on to the 2nd level... Normally there are not so many ppl able to go thru the second level of love, there is "experienced love" coz in this level, all of ur characteristics n ur lover characteristics is tasted in relationship.....For the last is deeply love, is a horrible dreamz for those who have had this kind of relationship before but is a heaven for those r passed the experience love n there r still in relationship. However in this deeply love, there is only an objective for them; a long lasting relationship.....

unfortunately, they r a lot of ppl in this world is puttin ONS (one nitez standz) on their mouths n if u r willing to have sex v those guys or those gals but could u really get the feeling of love from him or her by doin "body contact" ? i had an experience that a person sent a mail to me, "Can u f**k me in, dunno wat date dunno wat time ." while i received this mail i was like sweat *_*" and i jux said a sentence "I diu u oso no time" coz it was the truth that i really hv no time to f**k you while i was in exam week...haha~~~ I dun like to have ONS v sumone that i dunno n dun have the feelin of love....

How n rather, a lot of persons r desire have a long term relationship but how many r they puttin afford in the relationship....there is no reason to love a person but there is a mission for u to love a person n u onli can get a deeply love feelin in ur life n as well as in ur heart....

A deeply love feelin is could not be moved by ur hand n hardly for us to move it away. Havin a strong love feelin on sumone is not easy to forget in ur life. After had havin a deeply love relationship, u only knw every movement that she or he had done, every tear that she or he had dropped for u....u really could not forget eventhought u r in a new life. Sumtimes, sum of ur frienz may sayin " u n ur bf or gf dun match", let me give u an answer; Love is to replace each other's weaknesses and not the simple word "Match" that they spoken...

Remember i hv post a journal that sayin a deeply love feelin needs to go thru by a couple then onli can realized n feelin it. There is nothin i could hope here, hopin the new life can given me an opportunity to have the feeling of deeply love again. "Holdin a heart better holdin a real body" !

Dreamz.....


written by Jetky,

Wei Wei @ Bao Bei
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The 208 days was a dreamz....

18, May 2007 Friday3:34 AM

In the past 208 days,
i've learned a lot....
U've given a big impact in my life....
An experience was enaf for me...
Remember the time u were rejectin me...

But today i able to stand to accept my new life....
Thanz for the experience....
A history was given me a hurt...
But today i need to stand up to reject u again....

Is no use that the bird comes bec to my cage again....
I've thrown the cage ....
The old cage was not value for me n for u again....
The onli thing that is not changin is the history....

I dun mind u hurt me....
I believe i was cared u...
I dun mind u curse me....
I believe i was loved u...

There is no use that u ask more from me...
We've a distance....
U dun ask me why....
I jux can say i scare u....

Dun try to ask me about my relationship...
I wont tel u more....
I have built a firewall....
Scare for ur cursin...

All is gone....
Past wasnt come bec again....
Dun ask me there is a possibility...
In the past i ady gave u my heart....

Now i jux wana re-build myself....
Given me a chance pls....
Now i jux wana have a silent life....
Given me a hope pls....
The 208 days was a dreamz....

Feeling....

12, May 2007 Saturday4:18 PM

Feeling....
Im try to close to u
It seems like i could not approach
I try to mk u happy
It seems like u have no feelin

I try to concern u
It seems like im hurtin u
Wat should i do ?
The feelin of u seems like gettin far from me
wat should i do ?
The heart key from u is gettin far from me
Wat shoud i do ?

The song of angel is step onto my heart
Is it im think to much
I should not think
Is it im feelin hurtI should not feel hurt
Is it u hv no feel on me
I should not have feel on u

I realized i miss ur voice
Oh my. u r my soul
I realized i miss ur soul
Oh my, u r my spirit
I reaalized
i miss ur sms
Oh my, u r my vitamin
I realized i miss ur feelin
Oh my, u r taken away my heart

but today u...
I dunno wat is hapenin
But today u...
I dunno why u jux sms a single smsbut today u...
I dunno why i cry for u
But today u...
I dunno why i scare to lose u

Am i fallen in love ? ? ?